sorry!!!

hay people sorry i havent writen in a long time. well i have alot to writng about. Well i am about to be in 8th grade and Adam (a guy that i have a crush on for about 3 years now) a grade a head of me is now in the high school group at church. So this is were i'm a doufis, well i asked shirlanna (one of my best friends) if she would go cafe with me so i could see addom. The cafe is near is the doors of the high school room. So i had shirlanna stay with me untill addom came well i saw him i pretended not to see him and cept on talking with shirlanna. Then he passes right behind me and sat right next to me and just joind the conversation. Then there was a long slince and i looked shirlanna and i knew that she was going to say something. I just looked at her and my eyes said "dont say it dont say it" but she did " well this is aquard" she said i looked at her in discuss. but then the next couple words that came out of adams mouth suprised. "Some times silents doesent have to be aquard" and i was so suprised. Then shirlanna lift with me and adam watching her leave. And the funnest thing happend shirlanna triped over nothing it was hilarious. So then adam asked what was new and i sad that my dads toe was broken wich was dome of me i said it just to say something. Then my phone went off, it was my dad saying that we are leaving, i texted back ok be right there. and thats the last time i saw adam about 2 weeks agow. its so sad:"(